2011: New Start, New Life

This is not my New Year's Resolution for the year 2011. This is not a farewell post. But this is to let you know that I will be leaving the Philippines some time in 2011. I know that this is an early post for that. I am just in shock! Mom told me that I must finish college before July 2011 but that is too impossible. I will be a senior student in June 2011. In other words, I won't finish my studies here in the Philippines.

What am I feeling? Not so excited. I mean going to US is my biggest dream but why am I feeling this? I have someone to meet there but I have a lot of friends here. I want to do a lot of things here in the Philippines. Doing them in US is not even possible.


I really don't know what to do. Time is running so fast. Days become months... I am not ready to go yet. Or I must say, I don't want to go.


I can't imagine my future there. I am not sure if I can find my own job there. =(